Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Here we are 2 weeks post op.

The first week and a half was rough, really rough. Rylee cried almost all day and would only let me hold her. Her hands and feet were so black and blue from all the IV attempts, her back sore and both legs, poor thing was miserable. I'm happy to say that we are now pretty happy and content but she still won't get down, walk or go to many people. She is petrified of everyone. Anyone she does not know that is around her brings on a crying jag. Oh I how wish she was not so scared of people. Everyone to her is a monster. I hear Mom's say all the time to their kids that "Monsters are not real", "it was just a bad dream." Monsters are real to her, they are the entire medical field and them some. Sad, truly sad that she is this scared, heartbreaking. We have a week full of apts this week. We are taking a break from speech therapy. Rylee hates it, once again it scares her. The therapist feels at this point we are not getting anywhere because she just shuts down. We agreed to end our 2 sessions a week and re-evaluate in 6 months. I am happy with the progress that she has made in the last year though. She has gone from a 0-3 month level to a 20 month level and she is 30 months. Still behind but not nearly as severe as before. Today we had PT. The physical therapist will only being seeing her once a month. She won't let her touch her so we are limited in what we do and that is my field so we will work together to come up with an at home plan. We were given a walker for Rylee today. This brings me so much sadness. I will do whatever we need to help her and if this is what she needs I'm fine with it. I hate that I am now looking at another visible reminder that our daughter is sick. This is not going away. The trick is to get her to use it, ha should be fun. We also had neuro apt on Monday and we have started her seizure meds. James and I just could not come to a decision on what to do. We decided to start the meds see how it goes. If she does not improve very much then they will admit her into ACH and have EEG study done. It has been total craziness.

This weekend we are going to take Drew to Disney and leave Rylee with my Mom. It's really hard to leave her but Drew needs us too. This has all been so hard on him. A little Mommy and Daddy only time should be great for him. He starts School on Monday. He is so excited. How did my boy become old enough for kinder???

No matter what Life is Good and we know that so we live it to the fullest:)

I want to thank my family and friends for all their help these past two weeks. From watching Drew, cooking us dinner, taking Drew to camp for me you all are awesome. Thank you so much!!

1 comment:

Lucinda said...

Have a great time in Disney :) Let me know if you need anything!

I'm a bit of a daredevil

About Me

I'm a Mom of two wonderful children, Andrew(4) and Rylee(1). My husband and I are originally from NY and moved to FL 6 years ago. I love it here and won't move back but this is where I live my home will always be in NY. When I die someone better fly my ass back there to bury me. I love hanging outside with the kiddos, sports, working out and taking pictures.